Jerk

How is it that I can even think I still love you? Especially with the way you are treating me now. Its like you don't care. Its like you are five. Have you not grown up at all this summer? Do you think we should have a friendship? I just am so frustrated with the fact I could even love him. Ugh. Whats wrong with me? What makes me want you? I thought I was over you. I don't even want you in my life. But yet I love you?? I need some serious help. I don't need to love you. I need to not want anything to do with you. especially with you treating me like I am nothing. Nothing at all. Hiding in a box? Ignoring me? UGH. I just wish you were a wee bit more mature. Because you need it.