I love you too?

Hearing from your ex fiance, brings many memories.  I wondered why? We haven't talked in almost two whole years. Then he tells me he still cares. I try not to think about it because I knew how I felt. I know that I'm always going to care somehow. I don't know if I want too. Now that so much has happened, his fiance now told him she was going to end things. Then he wanted to leave his pain and now hes in the hospital, Im really hurting, and I don't think anyone knows how I feel. But quick note. I love Eric too. I dont know what I will do. Help.