You were the only one.

Its weird to look back and see. I have only loved once. But to wonder how I loved? What did I find to love him? I only want to find love one more time. I don't want to give my heart out. If I do. I only end up hurt. I know that I love people. But Im scared of loving others. Especially males. But Im always pouring out my heart and loving. Why was it I could love you? Interesting enough my thoughts about love probably come from your love. And once I fall in love again will I still love you?